I want a buzz right now.
I want to sip from a straw and feel light headed and start laughing.
I want to care less about the dust bunnies on my floor.
I want to taste the sting of vodka.
I want a buzz right now.
But I am not going to drink. Because while I want the fun part of the drinking I don't want the other stuff.
The regret.
The sickness.
The realization that I am weaker than the vodka.
I am stronger than the vodka. With the Lord I can do this. I can get thru this moment and not drink and the urge will pass.
Its happened before.
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I hope you are OK.
I didn't drink. It was a rough afternoon, but I figured out what triggered it...
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